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moving [16 Dec 2006|03:40pm] So..wow its a been a while. I'm coming home tomorrow night, i'll only be home for a week buuut i'm sure it will be a much needed visit home. I move into my new apartment on the 5th with Rob, im super nervous, but the excitement definately outweighs the nerves. Everyone must come visit at some point, you're all always welcome. I can't wait to see everyone and hopefully this time i actually do... jessie 4 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[12 Apr 2006|04:09pm] so i've finally found someone that i actually like and can last with longer than a week. its an amazing feeling. 16 burnt muffins bake a muffin

ahhh [15 Mar 2006|03:44pm] last night was probably one the happiest moments i've had. he has definitely stolen my heart. 4 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[13 Feb 2006|10:39pm] soo tomorrow is valentines day... i dont have a valentine, but apparently i have a secret admirer. i got a mixed tap the other night on my door that said i had to do a scavenger hunt type thing to figure out who they were. 'im kinda scared for some reason. at least it gives me something to do tomorrow besdies thinking about being single hah i hope everyones valentines day is funfilled and romantic!!! 7 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[03 Dec 2005|03:32pm] i hope everyone is enjoying the season!!!!! 17 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[16 Nov 2005|02:23am] ahhhh i just got back from an amazing date. i went to see prime with mike and it was incredible...not so much the movie, but the night. i dont feel like this is just a rebound thing either..i actually like him.something good could come of this :) 8 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[14 Nov 2005|12:26am] i told the person that i thought i wanted to be with that we should just be friends i feel like i did the right thing and that it will turn out better in the end, but right now it doesnt feel too good. i have food poisoning i'm pretty sure..i think i'm gonna go to the hospital in the morning to see. this weekend has been the first weekend that hasnt been amazing since i've gotten here...i just wish it could have been descent and not horrible. i talked to kelly today which made my day better. i havent talked to shana at all lately...it kinda stinks but i know shes busy and whatnot with work and ben so i understand. hmmm bake a muffin

ridiculous [16 Oct 2005|08:16pm] so this weekend was weird... i missed my train to indianapolis on friday so katie ellen and i had to take a greyhound bus there. that was really odd and dirty. we got there at around 4 and everyone at this kid billies house was passed out so we had a party of our own by ourselves. the next day ellen katie andy and i went to a show to see scenes from a movie. i got to see them which made me day except i wish shana would have been able to go to because that definately would have topped the night off. the rest of the night was amazing despite a few minor incidents that were less then incredible....it was overall an amazing weekend, and i got to see tony which was cool too lol. hmm 2 weeks till i come home... bake a muffin

[02 Sep 2005|04:43am] my life seems like a movie right now... i dont think i've been this happy in a while. the view is amazing..the long walks are amazing...the shopping the meeting people. the few farmiliar faces are comforting. the talks with james. james in general. its just nice. hmm 8 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[31 Aug 2005|01:35pm] sooo my 4th day and i aleady have a creepy stalker....hes really really weird and hes a perv and he wakes me up everyday...i dunno about this one haha 12 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[29 Aug 2005|04:44am] so far chicago is amazing, ive been hanging out with jon and eric mostly and today we hung out with bryan. i suppose tonight was better then last since i actually met some cool people. i met this kid nick who is really cool i suppose. tomarrow i have a big day of shopping to do with eric. we are getting tickets to some shows....its crazy how many more shows there are here then in michigan..theres an amazing show here like every weekend. i miss everyone a lot. last night i got a little homesick...i woulda died if i didnt have eric and jon here yesterday. it really helps having them around. i hope everyones doing well. 1 burnt muffins bake a muffin

shana and kelly suck at life [26 Aug 2005|02:47am] saying goodbye to you two was way too hard. i love you two more than you'll ever know. your like my sisters..minus the fighting thing. at least we have these amazing pictures :) now im headed to say bye to trent...this will also be hard. 6 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[25 Aug 2005|01:13pm] so i leave tomarrow... 11 burnt muffins bake a muffin

the world is spinning too fast [23 Aug 2005|02:14am] its so crazy to think about how much can happen within a matter of a few months...or a few days even. the summer has gone by so fast and i look back and can only recall select moments that seem so unimportant now. its funny to think about the things i once cared about, or the people opinions who once mattered. all thats changed now. im glad i realize now what really matters and what really should matter. dear self... there are few people in this world that should matter to you... that is your family and the friends who you love.. dont let petty stuff get to you, because in the end you will still have those friends who love you with all they have, and you will still have your family who will back you up no matter how dumb your choices are or how many stupid ideas you may have. this summer has really taught me a lot about myself. like how to be a friend...and a best friend. its taught me how to deal with problems and most importantly its taught me who the people that really care are. its funny to see who the people that really care about you end up being. how sometimes the world shifts and your world is flipped upside down and theres people u didnt expect to be there right by your side. i feel like im rambling on..which i am..but for some reason it doesnt matter right now..all that matters is that the people i love know that i love them and know that im there for them. hmm 6 burnt muffins bake a muffin

my life has been taken over [06 Aug 2005|05:11pm] so these three people have taken over my life... first off this girl is amazing. we spend most of our time dressed like this...or like dolls. this boy is the love of my life hes the pope..but thats ok i can deal with it. this girl is pretty much my cancan girl we spend out time dressed as cowboys or other things uhh yea and we brush our teeth i love these three people right now... pretty much haha ok im gonna go ride bikes with jesse kassel who i havnt seen in forever.. 4 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[03 Aug 2005|03:17pm] can we discuss the fact that my race has now changed to african american... 12 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[02 Aug 2005|12:44am] ok so right now im in cancun sitting in the lobby of the hotel on a couch. theres a little boy whose like 15 sitting next to me who doesnt speak a word of english. he will not go away and hes pretty much been following me around all day. i dont know what hell hes talking about but hes sitting here watching me type but im pretty sure he doesnt know im typing about him. this is really awkward. i dont know what to say....i mean i understand a little but its not enough to have a conversation so we are tlking about like the pool... i want him to go away but hes just sitting there staring at me... what the hell. yeah so for some reason i didnt feel like going to the bar tonight...i think a lot of the reason is because i keep thinking about a certain someone..and i dont feel like getting trashed and dancing with random ass 40 year old men... i saw a turtle today and it reminded me of matt. kelly and andrew i miss you so much... well i hope everyones having a good week shana if u see this ...miss u homey and tell the boys i said yo update: i told the mexican boy my dad was coming and he went away haha. 7 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[20 Jul 2005|02:12pm] andy mac heart attack!!!! happy birthday sweetcheeks i love you so much i hope your birthday is amazing!!! 2 burnt muffins bake a muffin

[18 Jul 2005|11:27pm] so this summer is starting to be a lot of fun... i went to chicago tuesday with shana. wednesday we went to my orientation @ columbia...it was pretty boring but whatever. thursday we did some shopping then went to meet scenes from a movie since shana was leaving with them for tour...pretty cool guys. hung out with gunnar on friday which was sweet since i hadnt seen him in a while...apparently im joining forces with him on his hip hop album..im really excited since we will both be living in chicago and we will be able to work on a lot of shit...hopefully that all works out. i dont know whether to be excited about moving to chicago or to be sad. i mean i really wanna go and i know ill probably have the best time ive had throughout my life. but i just feel like im leaving so much behind..yet at the same time i dont really know if i am. i mean i know my parents are gonna miss me...but i dont really think to many friends will...its kinda weird thinking that i never really make my mark here...i never really stuck with a group of friends throughout highschool, which i dont regret at all because ive met so many amazing people that i never would have met if i only talked to one group of people. ive had the opportunity to meet and become friends with so many different types of people which i think has let me see things from all prospectives and become an extremely open minded and welcoming person. i love the feeling of knowing where each person is coming from and i love that i can easily befriend anyone no matter who they may be. yet for some reason i find it extremly odd that i never really found my place until about a year ago..and even then i feel like i havnt really left my mark. no matter how hard i grip their hands my handprints are sure to rub off. or at least thats how i feel. ah life... you amaze me 12 burnt muffins bake a muffin

work work work work work [26 Jun 2005|01:17am] so today was my first day of work at my second job. i actually really liked it, its super fancy and i get to get all dressed up and seat people..its fun haha hmm it kinda sucks though cuz all my free time is pretty much gone now, but im sure ill manage..theres always time for my best friends and my family. tomarrow is matts grad party and im really excited since i finally have a day off. ive missed a lot like kasias today because of work. but ill make it up to people somehow... hmm chicago with john in like three days :) 4 burnt muffins bake a muffin

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